Hmm...

Is it a problem that I would rather go off into my research rather than doing actually homework? I mean I understand, homework is extra practice or just giving you better understanding of something, but....
I just think school systems should be adjusted. Everybody in this world is unique, as everybody says, and sure, we may share similar qualities, but we can't all be appeased by the same thing. Some one may thrive in group activities, really pushing towards many understandings, but some just can't focus under those circumstances, rather if left alone, they could possibly come to the same conclusion. (ahahah this is just gonna be a rant of varying subjects that will just move along as my brain moves from each topic to topic, so, yeah, it's gonna get confusing, sorry) I just think, many schools are filled with extroverted teachers (not that being extroverted is horrible, there are amazing people out there that are extroverted.). They have more of the idea that more social speaking would help the students better in things like group activities. It can definitely be helpful for anybody, but some people can't take all the stimulation and sort of withdraw, so it may look like laziness or not normal, but too much of a "good" thing does have consequences... how did I get here from research... I mean I just, I want to learn and know so many things, but procrastination and school work gets in the way. But something like this, I really want to learn more about (for now) a specific mental disorder and how it works because I want to be able to better be of help towards someone if they happen to need a new ear/shoulder. Though I believe those chances are very low, it intrigues me how mental disorders work, just something I think of right now before going into research, what if mental disorders were really the normal people, just society not allow that kind of normalness (it's a word now XD) makes  us alienate them, making them feel inferior. Just a different look and environment can really affect how our world is. Society is one restricting factor all places have to deal with, but we have to know how to break it. Society is a box and it doesn't want anybody destroying that box, so those "different" kids are isolated, shunned (in a way) by "normalness" I don't like how we have this idea of being normal. Who gave a person this right to judge what should be normal. Things like normal, beauty and many other things are very subjective. It depends solely on the person and their belief. In many Asian countries, white smooth skin is very ideal, but places like America, tanning is very ideal, why is this. Why do we have this ideal. Something I feel like we can blame are mirrors. I mean sure, other people can see you and feel attracted or beauty from you, but since you personally (and others) can see yourself, how would you know what is "perfect", or how would you know that you are copying somebody with make up well enough to copy your role model. You wouldn't ever know. And cliches, THERE. ARE. NO. PERMANENT. CLICHES. I mean there could be at a during time period, but it's always changing, Books and happy endings, that is like the most cliche thing nowadays, but many books I've read now has had sad endings, deaths and even some breaking the "codebook" by killing the main character *gasp!* Looking at these, time is yet again changing, there will be a time where dark ending would become cliche while happy things would be a thing of the past. I guess that's it for now, and I should start my homework... learn how to right and research XD XP)