I really wish the ability to live multiple versions of your life is possible. Like, something basic (?), I would like to be able to fall in love with one person and only one person, but then I would also like to know what it's like to experience a heartbreak (which I guess is still possible with falling in love one person, but whatever). I would also like to know how my life would be if I was born in another place. I mean think of all the possible changes with just being born in a different country. A different region or whatever. Like man. Many countries learn a second language really early while some does it a lot later. Like seriously... all these possibilities. I could be a whole entire person because I would have probably met different people. One thing... I was a pretty shy kid. I could have started school "early" so to speak, but because of my shyness, I waited a year to start school. I would have graduated and getting ready to start college. I would have known different people and experience and miss things that would have happened if I started school early. Imagine (sort of, as you wouldn't really get my imagine?) if I actually (boldly?) joined in activities, answered questions in class, practiced more often... so many things could be different because I did or did not do something in this life alone. Just imagine if I lived in another situation. My friends now are the people that introduced me to things like anime and tumblr and though they are sometimes the cause of my procrastination, I've learned and enjoyed many things. Makes me wonder if I would have known about these things at this time or later.... would my interests changed? Such an interest thought I've had... in my opinion XD.

I'm just gonna quit "verbally" apologizing for my grammar and such. Just know I suck at English and I'm sincerely sorry if any of my posts make you cringe. I probably would if I understood it more. I do when I look back at my old posts, probably for a different reason, but still...

It's been a while, but I'm back for the moment XD

Anyways, I feel like people already know this, but seriously, I like how there's all these different possible utopias we see in books or movies or other sources, but the thing is, there is never really going to be a perfect universe. In one person's mind, yes, obviously, it's that one person's ideal put into a world, of course it would be (mostly) perfect. Even so, in general utopias won't last. They can last as long as the people are willing to follow it, meaning, if a perfect utopia somehow ends up existing, I don't believe it would last for long. The morals of one person could be shared by many, but eventually, something will come up that isn't like by one or a few people because maybe a new generation has found something that doesn't benefit them or doesn't fit them anymore. That makes that perfect utopia not so perfect anymore.

... Yah... I'm sort of distracted while writing this, but I hope you get the gist of what I mean. I don't normally edit my things because then I most likely end up changing a lot... so that's probably why some parts sound a bit... holey... sorry... and also, my usual apologies for grammar and such...